-My Ruin Life-

okay this is too awkward starting like this but...now IDK why I'm listening to JB(not Jonas Brothers but Justin Bieber) and when the first time I saw him I just making jokes but the days after that, my feeling changes from hate become LOVE!!! it's very awkward to me. Well, it's all because I borrow my brothers laptop that I can't stand with so I played often these days and I know there's a lot of so much that actually I have to do but okay, I know this is ruin but....IDK it's just that I need 1 week of freedom I can reach, I can fly, I can be free, who I want to be, where I'm supposed to be. And now I'm thinking, could my dream happen after I'm going to the hardest time of my life that I want to get rip of it. Just 1 day that Joe or Arya or Justin could love me the way I love them. And how much I want that is the more darkness coming around me. The more I'm dreaming, the more I want, the more that ruin, darkness, weakness, coming over me. And I'm becoming teengers that I thought that is the hardest time you will going through of your life. Cuz what you become in the future depends on what you do on now. And sometimes I think, it's me that have my life, so ANYBODY CAN'T CONTROL IT!!! me, myself who supposed to control it not anyobody. And parents who always giving comments to us, I know they tried to make us to be a good person but all the while, we just need time to hold on that moment to give us break. Just now, I made through of my life for 7 years going through hell,and I MEAN IT!!! I really hate when P****!!! and that is P-I-A-N-O!!! it brings me bad luck and just because I can't do that, there's must be another thing I can do like, guitar, math, making poetries, poems, writing songs, IS THAT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU??? ALL YOU JUST WANT IS MORE AND MORE AND MORE!!! but we can't give anything you want just as much we can't do. and you cant't push to do what you say cuz it's our life not yours! In other side, you trade me and others well, but, how much we say "yes" to do all the things you say? I know my time now wasted on my brothers' laptop but it's how I impress myself! Could it be more obvious??? Music is my life, and nobody can't stand on that way! But you stand it that way, I can't move on my life. is that what you want? or you want to see me miserable? I thought and all I want is be the Cyrus Family(RC=RoxyCyrus) and so, theoretically is I want to reborn again BY CYRUS FAMILY!!! how could a child think bout that??? well , i do!!! and second is, JOE JONAS LOVE ME AS MUCH AS I LOVE HIM AND IT WOULD BE BETTER IF HE LOVES ME MORE!!! it's the most best prize i've could imagine! GOD, ALL OF MY HARDWORK PLEASE HELP ME TO MAKE MY DREAMS COME TRUE AMIEN...!!!!:D love y'all and if there's outhere had a wish like me TELL ME ASAP!!! bye love y'all!!!:D

-A Song For My Fucking Mother-

 I'VE GOT A REP BREAKING HEARTS!!!
NOW I'M DONE WITH FUCKING MOTHERS!!!
AND HER VAGINA'S IS BROKEN!!!
I'M NOT BITTER!!!

ooohhh....I WANNA FIGHT WITH YOU!!!
I WANNA RIP YOU TOO!!!!
HOLLYWOOD IS BETTER!!!
ooohhh...I WANNA KILL YOU TOO!!!
I WANNA DESTROY YOU!!!
IT'S EVEN BETTER!!!!

FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU VERY, VERY, MUCH!!!
CUZ I HATE WHEN YOU DO!!!
AND I HATE YOUR FAMILY!!!
SO PLEASE DON'T STAY IN TOUCH!!!

FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU VERY, VERY, MUCH!!!
AND YOU'RE SO DAMN BITCH!!!
AND IT'S GETTING QUITE LATE!!!
SO PLEASE DON'T STAY IN TOUCH!!!

CHORUS
WHAT DID YOU DO TO MY HEART?
WHAT DID YOU DO TO MY HEART?
DID YOU BREAK IT APART?
DID YOU RIP, MY HEART?
WHAT DID YOU DO TO MY HEART?
WHAT DID YOU DO TO MY HEAR?
DID YOU BREAK ALL OF THEM?
DID YOU ALL MY DREAMS?

FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU VERY, VERY, MUCH!!!
AND YOU ARGUMENT TO ME!!!
BUT YOU'RE MY STEPMOTHER!!!
SO, PLEASE DON'T STAY IN TOUCH!!!

FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU VERY, VERY, MUCH!!!
AND YOU SLEPT WITH OTHER MAN
AND YOUR VAGINA IS BROKEN
I SWEAR UR GOING TO HELL!!!

(back to Chorus)

AND YOU'RE THE QUEEN OF BITCHES, SHIT!!!
UR DAMN LIES DON'T WORK TO ME ANYMORE!!!
I SWEAR UR VAGINA BREAK AND U DIE!!!
CUZ I SWEAR I DON'T WANT TO BE BORN BY YOU!!!

-My Love Story-

Why everyone wanna find loves
When they already found love
And I know I'm the one
I'm the one that haven't feel love
I feel sorry for myself

It brings back to the old memories
I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm the one who blind to see you
Now it's just the lesson I've learned
The experience I've earned

Tonight and forever I'll find my Romeo
To see what love is, not fake bout it
And just think bout myself
All this time I was wasting my time to find love
But all happens are fall into tears again

And just after that you find me in the
middle of the candy light when the time show
strike midnight and, it all just happen in a
blink of an eye, look at you, so perfect for
a girl like me, And I'm just gonna say goodbye
to fall again into tears and you light up this
whole town with your perfect smile

Oh, Romeo, you found me
And I'm addicted to you
Make me want you
You are the weapon I choose
I'm the one who understands you
The ocean sounds wave
The palm tree more comfortable
And this all unpredictable

You brought me up when I'm down
You take me to the roof when I'm grounded
You make me laugh when I'm sad
You help me when I'm going to study
You found me in the darkness when I'm crash in fire
You make me believe when I'm certain
You make the courage out from shell
when I feel lonely and scared
You hug me with your velvet touch
You're the one who welcoming me to true love

He's the time taken up
But there's never enough and his all
That I need to fall into

Tell me why, how you did that?
You're the one who gonna start my life when it's over
And just when I'm happy you brough me to heaven

You look me in the eyes
And  I felt dissapear, I'm speechless when
You said to me "I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU FOREVER
AND ALWAYS AND I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO
FROM ME" and again he repeat "I LOVE YOU" .
I'm speechless and he hug me feel like over the edge and I
just can't see except you and your kiss, and I will never
be satisfied if I  couldn't see those beautiful eyes. I'm fall.
And if you're the one who spending the night and I wish
it could LAST FOREVER.

With you I can breath and I'm so greatful
Cuz you're the one who ever let my dreams
come true. I'm exactly wher I'm supposed to
be now, gonna let the light SHINE ON ME
now I've found, who I am, there's no way to
hold it in, no more hiding who I want to be
THIS IS ME

And after it's all hapen I feel something. It's FEARLESS.
I think LOVE is FEARLESS. And when I'M WITH YOU
I'm FEARLESS. And I think it's FEARLESS when you
LET YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE.

And saying this, just like my dreams but....
IT'S ALL JUST MY DREAMS NOTHING MORE
THOUGH, I WISH SOMEDAY IT WOULD COME TRUE
AMIEN..........

-Selena Gomez Quotes-

Selena Gomez Quote:
"You've just got to learn that
if I don't say it, physically out of my mouth,
on camera, it's not true."

Selena Gomez Quote:
"At the end of the day, what you have inside
is much more beautiful
than what's on the outside!"

Selena Gomez Quote:
"My perfect guy wears converse,
is totally laid back, and doesn't worry
about being cool."

Selena Gomez Quote:
"I'd love to do my own music for sure.
I'd love to have a band."

Selena Gomez Quote:
(About the acting business)
"It's not as glamorous as it looks."

Selena Gomez Quote:
"I don't really like dressing up....
I'm in sweatpants half the time
with my hair in a ponytail."

Selena Gomez Quote:
"I'm kind of lame. I prefer quiet evenings
at home, hanging out with my family."

Selena Gomez Quote:

"Be yourself always, there`s no one better!"

Selena Gomez Quote:
"The day I got my first letter from a fan,
I felt like I'd been touched by an angel."

Selena Gomez Quote:

"I like having people with me to lean on
and write with and have fun with."

Selena Gomez Quote:
"It's important to always say thank you
to your BFF."

Selena Gomez Quote:
"If a boy hurts me, I don't write a song
about it. They don't deserve it!"

Selena Gomez Quote:
"To be honest, I'm quite boring!
I love to go bowling and to the movies."

Selena Gomez Quote:
"I’m pretty confident in who I am."

Selena Gomez Quote:
"I love acting, and that’s my passion.
So I would love to do more movies
and some serious things."

Selena Gomez Quote:
"I think you look best when you stand out."

-Miley Cyrus Quotes-

Miley Cyrus Quote:
"Love is a flower, you've got to let it grow."
(originally a John Lennon quote - repeated by Miley)

Miley Cyrus Quote:
"I have my flaws. I’m a normal girl."

Miley Cyrus Quote:
"People that are so okay
with being so hateful disgust me."

Miley Cyrus Quote:
"If you believe in yourself anything is possible."

Miley Cyrus Quote:
"My mom is always telling me
it takes a long time to get to the top,
but a short time to get to the bottom."

Miley Cyrus Quote:
"If you don't love it then there's no reason to do it."

Miley Cyrus Quote:
"The only advice my Dad's given me is:
If you ain't having fun, it ain't working."

Miley Cyrus Quote:
"As soon as I step on stage, nothing matters.
I don't think of it as work. It's just so much fun."

Miley Cyrus Quote:
"There's nothing more fun than being
out on stage and getting the vibe
from the crowd."

Miley Cyrus Quote:
"I don't know how, but I'll work on a song,
go to sleep and it's finished when I wake up."

Miley Cyrus Quote:
"Music is what I breathe, what I love to do.
It keeps me alive." 

Miley Cyrus Quote:
"My mom always tells me that imperfections
equal beauty. All of us are imperfect."

Miley Cyrus Quote:
"The only people that you really have ...
are your family, because they love you
no matter what."

Miley Cyrus Quote:
"I think if you know who you are, then I think
you'll be fine for the rest of the way.”

Miley Cyrus Quote:
"This life I lead is pretty crazy.
It's just about having values,
and having pride on yourself."

Miley Cyrus Quote:
"I am not very good at keeping secrets at all!
If you want your secret kept do not tell me!"

Miley Cyrus Quote:
"I don't want to be perfect,
but I do want to be a role model."

Miley Cyrus Quote:
"Life is all about having a good time."

Miley Cyrus Quote:
"I'm more of a casual type of chick,
so I usually just wear my favorite jeans
when I go out."

Miley Cyrus Quote:
"I've got high standards when it comes to boys.
As my dad says, all girls should!"

Miley Cyrus Quote:
"My dad says I could sing before I could talk,
if that's possible."

Miley Cyrus Quote:
"I think Hannah gets nervous
just like any other person would.
She's like a dork, personally."

Miley Cyrus Quote:
"I’m not letting any stupid decisions get in my way.
I want to be a role model."

Miley Cyrus Quote:
"In general, I like guys who are musicians
or into music like I am."

-Demi Lovato Quotes-

Demi Lovato Quote:

"The only thing I could see
myself doing is music"

Demi Lovato Quote:
"Wow, if I had a chance to do it over again,
I'd so rather be a nerd than be popular."

Demi Lovato Quote:
"Just because you're on the Disney Channel
and you always have a smile on your face,
they think you're perfect."

Demi Lovato Quote:
"I wear a lot of black
and it's what I feel comfortable in."

Demi Lovato Quote:
"It'd be cool, of course, to play a character
in the Twilight series or whatever.
That's be a dream."

Demi Lovato Quote:
"There's room for everyone to be themselves
in this business [Music].
I'm just trying to be Demi right now"

Demi Lovato Quote:
"My personal style is kind of
sophisticated edgy, I guess."

Demi Lovato Quote:
"Music comes naturally,
but acting is a mind challenge
and I have a huge passion for it."

Demi Lovato Quote:
"I'm very uncoordinated.
I'm surprised I don't fall onstage more."

Demi Lovato Quote:
"Edward Cullen ... oh, my gosh!
I'm sorry, Bella, but I would have to steal him
away from you!"

-Jonas Brothers Quotes-

Nick Jonas Quote:

"Sometimes I'm oblivious to flirting,

and I just have to ask,'Okay, what's the deal?

Are you into me or not?'"

Kevin Jonas Quote:
"I have dated a girl that my brothers didn't like,
and it ended terribly."

Joe Jonas Quote:

"Guys just want to kiss you, not your makeup,

so too much lip gloss is not good idea!"

Nick Jonas Quote:

"It helps when a girl's really confident

because then I don't feel like I have to entertain her."

Kevin Jonas Quote:
"I look for a girl who's cool.
Like we just hang out
and not see me as a 'celebrity.'"

Joe Jonas Quote:

"One thing nobody knows about me

is that three of my fingers are edible,

but I can't tell you which fingers."

Kevin Jonas Quote:
"When I'm around the girl I like, I sweat."

Nick Jonas Quote:

"You should be able to share everything

with your girlfriend."

Kevin Jonas Quote:
"I've always wanted to pick someone up
at the airport and have a movie-esque kiss!"

Joe Jonas Quote:

"I wish I could shoot bacon out of my eyes."

Nick Jonas Quote:

"I consider 'love' to be more than just a word."

Joe Jonas Quote:

"Singing is hard work - it gets tiring,

but, you know, when you get back on that stage,

it's worth every bit."

Kevin Jonas Quote:
"I don't like it when a girl is constantly
complaining about how she looks."

Nick Jonas Quote:

"I crush on girls who are kinda quiet, too."

Joe Jonas Quote:

"If I could have a superpower,

I would probably want to be able to

shoot spaghetti out of my fingers."

Nick Jonas Quote:

"My favorite way to impress a girl

is by singing to her."

Kevin Jonas Quote:
"Nick is in charge -
he's the youngest
but he's definitely the boss."

Kevin Jonas Quote:
"Joe is the goofball of the group,
not afraid to have a good time."

Nick Jonas Quote:

"I really love dresses [on a girl].

I like a girl who looks like a lady."

Kevin Jonas Quote:
"I hate a girl who talks on her phone
all the time when she's with me."

Nick Jonas Quote:

"I would have to say if a girl has beautiful eyes,

I'm going to be interested."

Kevin Jonas Quote:
"Our sound is like music on Red Bull!"

-Dress Fact-

If you have more...

• dresses : ur feminime
• mini's(tank top, mini skirt, hot pants, etc.) : ura flatterer
  
• jeans : cool
• shirt : whateves with style
• boots : stylish
• accessorize : fashionable and stylishta
• jackets : close(outdoor) person

Well, that's what I think about please comment and tell me is that true! :D

THE MANS I LOVE!!!:D

you know he's joe jonas(he's my true love)  

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My Nicknames(cool):D

Hey, this is my new blog so enjoy 2 read. and i have 3 nicknames, they are Roxy Cyrus(which is my name0, The Great RC, and DeeJay!! I WOULD APPRCIATE 2 ANYBODY 2 who has ever caall me that name. and btw, enjoy!!:D